25.8.07

This thing called F.Y.P has become a reality in my life. Long time ago (doesn't seem that long actually) Mama was doing FYP, and I can see how she transformed negatively by it...in the physically aspect, I'm not too sure about other aspects though. That's the first time I see her stress and all. To me, FYP will never come... Final year will not be here till don't know when... But guess what, in reality, time flies, and at times, it's more than fly... speed of light I should say. And Now Officially I'm in year 4, and I have to face this thing called FYP.

Random question: Is it time to say a genuine farewell to holiday?
Answer: YES....Freaking Yes!!! It's time to get serious, it's time to get into the mugging mode. With my absolutely no idea what is it FYP, I have to get freaking serious and start reading and reading and reading about?....Stroke... NMDA.... Ischemia, Glutamate transport (that's all I know for now!) And yes time to go back to the brain..brain brain...It's time to regret not paying attention during CNS Pharmacology last time. All I know now is grey matter and white matter, medula oblongata...where is the hippocampus? What about the rest? I don't even need to know it, I need to be an expert in it! That is just the introduction, before I embark into culturing transformed stem cells that are supposed to be ischemic in nature with the qualities of blood endothelial cells. Yohhhooo!!! Wonderful!! Wonderful...
Taking risk indeed, I've taken a really huge big risk...And I really hope that I'll be a stroke expert in no time... And my endothelial cells will grow to like me, and be good obedient cells that are easy to be manipulated...

Anyway enough said.. It's time to get back to the 2 articles lawrence sent me. Eng H. Lo is the brilliant researcher from Harvard, that's where Wui Ling is now, and where Hann will be applying for his elective. If miracles do happen, I'll join them at Harvard!!!! Hahahah!!!! I'm definitely very ambitious. Dare to dream!!!! Hahaha... (Malibu and Vodka might be the culprit)
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A game of monopoly on Friday night with Swei, thunder, boss and KY. I bankruped after 3 hours, when I lost 70,000 and followed by 90,000 to Boss. She is evil...

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