Wake up...

Haven't been blogging much as our house connection is gone. Only on lucky days we managed to leech a little...But well, that's quite rare.
Have been thinking through quite a bit of stuffs these days, especially during weekends and particularly on Sundays. Yes a lot of thinking has been going on, but not much doing I should say. Something has to be done, something has to happen. Gladys! You just have to bravely take the first step out of YOUR COMFORT ZONE!!!!!
I'm screaming at myself.... Yes I just have to wake up!
Anyway, I should start praying... And praying very hard. This is a sentence that is repeated in church today. Was greatly touched by Pastor Derek's honesty... And more of his faith in God. I will not be as brave as him, that is for sure. Indeed, that makes him real, not some holy Rabbi...
As for me, I have a set of problems. A huge set of dilemma. I'm vulnerable and I can only depend on Him. It's true that we are forgetful people. We tend to forget about all the good things that happened around us, instead remembering the negative things for ages. That is just so not right!!!
As for now...I shall remember His blessings.
His abundant grace and love that has been surrounding me and my family for so many years. My friends, who are my family when I'm away from home.
His blessing in my work and school...
Not forgetting... Hann and his lovely family...
and now... Thunder... as she has been a lovely room mate...
I shall remember those people who are in need of prayer and be a blessing to those who needs it... Shall not be that snobbish selfish girl! (Ok..No condemnation...)
So I shall pray... and pray and pray. and.... know that You will show me the way.