I just want a breather

I just had my DFD test today. So much ambiguity... Speechless. So many tests that I've forgotten the relief that I used to feel whenever a test ends. This time I didn't feel it at all... Right after the test, I actually quietly went to a bench near Med Lib and read through my acid base notes... Can you believe it! In less than 5 minutes after the test, I'm in my mugging mode again, and without complaints... Well, all pharmers do that, at least Cynthia and Swei were doing the same thing.

Today supposedly should be a very happy day for me, coz this is the day that all lectures officially ended. Let me see, yup! All lectures has ended! Wow! Meaning exams are near the corner. I want to go to Vivocity, I want to go to town... I just want to take a breather from all the studies. I know I have a lot to do... GML webcast, antibiotics, Med Chem CA, finish up acid base, and not forgetting preparing for exams. But I just want a break... And yet, tonight is not the night... Haiz...

Sometimes making decisions can be so complicating. And yes it's true what thunder said, we tend to always "zhi xiang mao dun". And it just freaks me out... So many "but"s... "what if"s... We're university students and we're definitely not stupid... And somehow you can just evaluate something till the moon comes out... And still unable to come out with a conclusion. And somehow some things in life, you just can't foresee. I guess I should learn from Mummy, learning to let go, and let God take charge and trusting Him, in things we can't see, things we can't predict. And at the same time, being grateful and contented with all the good things, and sometimes even the bad things in life.

Oh, no more lessons for now, officially no need to go to school, except for.....(eyes swelling) the 2 major CAs that is coming up... So girls, study hard and stop threatening each other. Will miss you all we'll go Vivo soon...