The Art of Detachment

Life can be quite complicated or simple at the same time, depends on how you look at it...or from which view point you decided to take. I guess there are so many arguments one can make with regards to an issue, the conclusion can turn out to be good and bad at the same time. I guess that's the reason why lawyers exist. Sometimes for me, and I realised a lot of times for me, I decided to take the exit route, or you can call it the escape route, or sometimes i prefer to call it the detachment technique. As in not to think about it, the intensity of the damage will not be that significant or impactful. Well, I might make it sound like negative, but the same technique can be used for happy stuffs as well. In terms of positive matters, that will cause a negative effect, which is to decrease one's joy and excitement with regards to the happy matter.

Wah...such huge chunks of word...this chunk word just makes me think of the huge chunk of meat... hahaha... TH u know who is the huge chunk of meat? Or usually me and yeelian prefer to call it huge piece of meat... Haha...(side tracked)

I went for a great run just now at 11pm. I sort of rediscovered my joy of running.... The big strides that I used to make every 2.4km run back in JC, and definitely the feeling of the pinnacle/ climax of the run - a period when you can run with ease... well, definitely it won't just plateur...eventually it'll just fall if you keep on running non-stop... Definitely that climax will be longer for marathon runners. I want to run like the past again... Swei said I used to run like siao back in JC, I somehow forgotten how it felt, but definitely I know that the breeze is not really around nowadays... You know, how it feels when u zoom past something...

Anyway, the run made me thought of something... Shiqi asked me to run for the director for professional awareness in NUSPS. I rejected her, coz I was thinking well, year 4 is coming and all, and I guess I have to focus on my studies. Some how this thought came to me... Is it really true that I am trying to focus on my studies, setting my priorities, and persisting on my stand on not taking up any posts... Or it's just pure cowardice? That I don't know what to expect, I've never been through it and I'm afraid that I'm inadequate... Or maybe who knows, it's just pure slumber and laziness! Goodness gracious... Now you know what I mean by some issues in life is just so complicated, there so many faces to it, good and bad... coming at the same time. And guess what, sometimes I just like to take the easy way out... The art of Detachment.